一日總監


        「你想要多賺點薪水嗎?」吉姆說。他是船上的總監,管理整個潛水團隊。他知道我手頭有點緊。「今天只有六個客人,店裡要你和布萊恩回去放假。或者,」他停頓了一下,「布萊恩和我放假,你留在船上。」

        隱約覺得,他不想留在船上。可是我還不熟悉船上的工作,而且少了布萊恩,我的工作量會變多。

        「艾瑞克會取代我當船上的總監,所有的潛水長也會幫你工作。」吉姆似乎知道我猶豫的原因,想遊說我接下工作。

         「OK,」雖然不確定這個決定好不好,還是答應了。


        隔天早上查看工作的班表 ,艾瑞克指派我帶兩個體驗潛水的客人,潛水長帶領一個新來的客人潛水。很合理,要是我也會做一樣的安排。雖然我不想帶體驗潛水,可是只有教練才能帶體驗潛水。不指望像艾瑞克這麼資深的教練,會親自下海帶體驗潛水。往好處想,我可以獨攬所有體驗潛水的佣金。


        「那個客人是75歲,所以你必須帶他潛水。」艾瑞克突然來到潛水甲板。

        「75歲?」我還沒搞清楚是怎麼回事。我才剛結束體驗潛水,正在甲板上充氣瓶,身上還在滴水。

        「就像我告訴潛水長的一樣,你要帶那個客人潛水。我已經叫那個客人準備好,潛完這次之後,吃午餐,然後馬上再潛一次。那個客人兩點半要離開。」 艾瑞克的指示超快,好像講話不用喘氣一樣。

        啊!那個新來的客人!當然,要是我也會做一樣的決定。考量到客人的年紀,當然是指派教練帶客人潛水。更何況,船上的潛水長都還是受訓當中。

        「OK,」沒辦法,只好接下工作。兩小時內又潛了兩次水,中間還抽空去扒飯。


        「 換我回家了,」 艾瑞克突然又來到甲板了,「店裡昨天送錯人回家,他們應該送你和布萊恩回家的。」

        我不知道該說什麼好。

        「我再跟店裏說。」艾瑞克轉頭離開。他似乎願意留在船上。店裡應該也會希望是資深的教練留在船上吧。

        兩點半接駁的小船準時來了,甲板上一陣忙碌,把要回凱恩斯的客人送上小船 。艾瑞克突然出現,手上還提著背包。

        「阻止他!」我邊喊邊指著艾瑞克。

        「不用擔心, 你只要帶進階課程的客人,其他的交給潛水長們去做。明天早上就會有新的總監來接應的。」艾瑞克講話毫不停頓,他的腳步也是。

         我不知道該說什麼好。


        突然成為船上唯一的教練。不,更正,是船上的總監,要怎麼做好?沒時間想太多,馬上又要帶體驗潛水的客人了。不過按照規定,甲板上至少要留一個教練應變緊急狀況。只好硬著頭皮去問船長,同不同意讓我下水了。

        「我也是潛水教練,」船長法蘭克幽默地眨了一下左眼,「只是沒有執業的責任保險。我太太也可以幫忙,她也是潛水長。」他指著身旁年紀頗大的婦人說。

        白髮蒼蒼的法蘭克真像是我的聖誕老人,有求必應一樣。只要他同意我下水就好,不應該讓他來做我的工作。趕緊帶著客人,完成體驗潛水,回到船上。


        危機還沒解除,但是至少有進展。下一個面臨的問題是,有9個客人潛水今晚需要潛水導遊。

        法蘭克來關心狀況,「你了解什麼是授權嗎?」 他問,「你沒辦法自己做所有的事情。」他說的對,我絕對沒辦法一個人帶9個客人夜潛。

        只好從潛水長中,指派最資深,只有一個月的工作經驗的,來帶一半的客人。先安排潛水長跟客人做簡報,建立他的威信,讓客人信任他。然後,各自帶一半的客人夜潛,順利完成任務。


        在甲板準備夜潛的時候,順便和一位上船之前,就預約要上進階課程的客人,討論明天一早的深潛課程,先安排好怎麼度過最後一道難關。旁邊的客人聽到了,也要求上進階課程。

        「抱歉, 我沒辦法幫你上進階課程。我沒辦法答應超出我能力範圍的事情。」今天已經潛太多次水,太累了,明天的深潛要是再多一個學生,風險有點高。

         仔細想想,只帶一個客人深潛,對另一個客人不太公平。乾脆全部取消,把進階課程推給新的總監,明天早上可以好好休息。


        把潛水長們找來討論隔天早上的計畫。我待在船上的時候,他們之中有一個人可以去潛水,只要另外兩人可以幫我把事情做好。他們期待潛水很久了, 來船上打工,就是為了有機會潛水。提出的獎賞很誘人,為了可以潛水,他們願意每個人分擔多一些工作。

        隔天早上,潛水長們幫我把甲板上的工作都做好,直到新的總監來了。甲板上依舊很忙,但是我不忙。


        「你能待在船上嗎?」船長法蘭克微笑著問。

        「不是,我今天要回家了。」

        「我是問,你能不能在船上多留一晚。」 法蘭克認真的問。原來他是在幫店裏問,有誰可以繼續留在船上工作。看來店裡有人又做出離譜的決策。

        「No.」這次非常確定我的決定。

One day director

    ‘Do you want to make more money?’ Jim asked. He was the director supervising the dive team on board. He had known I was kind of having a cash flow problem. ‘We only 6 passengers, so the shop is sending you and Brian home. Or,’ he paused, ‘Brian and I go home, and you stay.’

    I sensed that Jim didn’t want to stay for two more nights for some reasons. But, I was hesitating to make the decision, because I was not familiar with all the operations on the boat. Also, I would have  more workload without Brian on board.

    ‘Eric will be the director and all the dive masters will help you. You will be fine.’ Jim somehow knew what I was concerned and tried to convince me it’s a good deal.

    ‘Okay.’ I answered although I was not sure what to choose.


    I checked the roaster in the next morning. Eric assigned me to do introductory diving with a  couple and a dive master to guide a new customer who would be arriving later. I would have made the same arrangement. I preferred guiding but only instructors could conduct introductory diving. I probably had to take care all the introductory dives in this trip because it’s impossible to ask Eric such a senior instructor to do the job. Whatever, looked at the bright side, I could earn all the commissions myself.


    ‘The man is 75 years old, so you have to take him diving.’ Eric suddenly came to the dive deck.

    ’75 years old?’ I repeated. I hadn’t realised what was happening. I was refilling tanks with my wetsuit still dripping. I had just come back from the introductory dive.

    ‘Just like what I've told the dive master, you take him diving now. I already told him to get ready. Take him diving again right after lunch. He is leaving at two thirty.’ Eric spoke fast as though he hadn’t need to breath.

    Ah! the newly arrival customer. Sure, I would have made the same decision. Took the risk for taking a 75-year-old customer diving into account, I would have had an instructor to do the job instead of a dive master. Besides, all the dive masters were still on training.

    ‘Okay.’ I replied. I had no choice but took two more dives and a quick lunch in between.


    ‘I’m going home.’ Eric suddenly came again. 'They sent the wrong person home. They should’ve sent you and Brian home yesterday.’

    I was in a shock and speechless.

    ‘I will talk to the shop.’ Eric suddenly left. He seemed to be willing to stay instead of me. The shop would probably prefer an experienced instructor to stay, too.

    The glass bottom boat came as scheduled at 2:30. The dive deck was getting busy for transferring  passengers back to Cairns. Right after all the passengers hopped on the glass bottom boat, Eric suddenly showed up with a backpack in his hand.

    ‘Stop him!’ I yelled and pointed to Eric.

    ‘Don’t worry, just do the advance course and have dive masters do the rest. New director will come tomorrow morning.’ Eric still spoke fast without pausing. His feet did not pause, either.

    I was in a shock and speechless, again.


    I was left as the only instructor. No, for correction, I became the director. How was I going to run the business on my own? No time to think about that. I had to do introductory diving soon again. But, there ought have been at least 1 instructor on deck for emergency while I was in the water. Alright, I had to ask the approval of the skipper for going into water.

    ‘I’m also an instructor,’ Frank said and winked his left eye, ‘just no liability insurance coverage. Kathy can also help. She is a dive master, too.’ He pointed to the elderly woman next to him.

    He appeared to be my Santa Claus for whatever I requested. Never seen such a nice skipper. With his understanding was good enough. I should not have had a skipper doing my job on the dive deck.

    After getting the support from the skipper, I needed the support from dive masters, too. Perhaps, I had never thought I were superior than them, all of them helped me to run the logistics without asking. After I finished the introductory diving, the dive deck was well organised.


    The crisis was not over, but at least I had made some progress. The next immediate problem was the night dive. I had 9 customers needed to be guided for the night dive.

    Frank came to check if everything was fine. ‘Do you know delicate?’ He said, ‘You cannot do everything on your own.’ He was right. I definitely could not guide so many customers at once.

    I bet on the most senior dive master to guide the half of the customers although he had only about 1-month work experience. I had him to do the briefing before the night dive in order to establish his authority in front of customers. Customers would trust the dive guide who just briefed them for the dive site. Then, we spitted the customers into 2 groups for guiding. The night dive went well.


    When I was preparing the night dive on deck, I was discussing with a customer who had booked an advanced course before arriving. That would be the last problem to be solved before the next director came to rescue me. Another customer overheard the discussion and wanted to have an advanced course, too.

    ’No,’ I said, 'I cannot give you the advanced course. I’m sorry that I couldn’t commit something beyond my ability.’ The 2 customers could take a deep dive together in the next morning, but I just couldn’t take more workload now.

    Just after I turned down the customer's request for an advanced course, I realised that would be unfair if I took the other customer for a deep dive. So, I cancelled the deep dive and left the new director to worry about that. Instead, I would stay on board for the first dive in the next morning. I was so tired and really needed a break.

    I let the dive masters know my plan for the next morning. I knew they were longing for diving. They worked for nothing but diving for fun. I clearly stated that I would have 1 dive master go diving for fun if the others can run the dive deck on their own. They were all willing to take more workload because of the reward of a fun dive.


    In the next morning, dive masters handled everything for me. The dive deck was busy but I was not. Finally, the new director came to take over the job.

    ‘Can you stay?’ Frank seemed to joke with smile.

    ‘I am going home today.’ I cheered with smile.

    ‘No, I am asking can you stay one more night.’ Frank said. He was serious. He was asking on behalf of the dive shop. Someone in the shop must have made a ridiculous decision again.

    ‘No.’ This time I knew what to choose for a certainty.



悼念二舅

        上週得知,住在布里斯本的二舅在睡夢中過世了。噩耗來得好突然,好不真實。還記得,兩個月前和舅舅騎腳踏車上山,我一路氣喘如牛,舅舅還有餘力和路人打招呼,回家還被表弟嘲笑騎輸七十幾歲的老人。實在無法相信,怎麼突然說走就走了。

        回到布里斯本,景物沒什麼變化,只有多了一張簡易的供桌祭拜。親戚們齊聚一堂,反而比我獨自一人在凱恩斯的生活熱鬧許多。一切還是很不真實,好像舅舅只是外出運動或是去工作發放傳單。

        告別式當天早上,禮堂內,大家忙著佈置會場。禮堂外,表弟獨自坐在長椅上,一身的黑西裝襯衫,胸前抱著二舅的照片,略微低頭,怔視前方,神情漠然。此刻才突然感到哀傷,真真實實地感覺到,舅舅已經走了。

        感謝二舅,家族中來澳洲落腳的第一人。仗著有舅舅在布里斯本接應,我才有勇氣移民來澳洲。

        照片是和二舅騎腳踏車上Mt Cootha拍攝的

第一個潛水學生


        工作了將近一個月,終於有機會教學生潛水。學生是從別的潛水中心轉學過來的,已經完成所有泳池的訓練,剩下4次開放水域潛水就可以畢業。

        學生是20出頭的德國女生,左邊鼻翼穿了個鼻環。會說英語,但是有時候需要先想一下,才說得出口。我簡單介紹第一次下水要練習的動作,包括第一個,也是最重要的清除面鏡積水。雖然德國女生已經在泳池練習過同樣的動作,她還是有點擔心。我也有點擔心,怕第一次教學生就搞砸,不斷地拿出提示卡複習,並在腦海中沙盤推演。

        要練習清除面鏡積水,學生要先跪坐在海底的沙地上,故意讓面鏡進水到淹過鼻子,但是不超過眼睛。有些人不擅水性,當水淹過鼻子時會驚恐。德國女生只讓面鏡進了一點點水,還沒淹過鼻孔。我用食指比了一下自己的面鏡,示意她需要讓面鏡進更多水。她猶豫了幾秒,才繼續讓面鏡進水,到淹過鼻子。

        接著,她以手指壓著面鏡鏡框上緣,抬頭往後仰,以鼻子呼氣,把面鏡內的積水排出。每個步驟都正確,不過只有三分之一的水被排出。有些人這個時候會開始驚慌,因為看不到自己的面鏡中的水有減少,以為一點效果都沒有。德國女生暫停了一秒鐘,我也屏住了呼吸一秒鐘,緊盯著德國女生的雙眼,要是她顯露出一絲絲驚慌的神情,準備隨時上前協助。這一秒鐘對我而言好像有一小時之久,因為在水中不能說話,只能希望她重複同樣動作,把剩下的水排出。

        感謝老天,她沒有猶豫太久,繼續重複同樣動作,把剩下的水排出。真的是感謝老天,我高興的跪坐在沙地上,雙手抱拳,仰頭感謝老天。不是刻意要誇張搞笑,只是直覺地脫稿演出。不過德國女生忍不住在水中爆笑。這一笑也緩和了緊張的情緒,之後的練習動作也都順利進行。

        隨著課程的進行,德國女生在水中越來越有自信。自己也同樣地越來越有自信。好像自己也是學生一樣,一開始過度擔心,缺乏自信。其實只要相信自己,我也可以做得到。


First Certified Student

    After working for almost a month, finally I had a chance to certify a student to be an open water diver. The student was referred from another dive centre with all pool training completed, so I needed to conduct only 4 open water dives in 2 days.

    The student was a German girl at her early twenties with a piercing on her left nose. She could speak English, but sometimes needed a little time to clear her thoughts before speaking. I briefly explained what skills she needed to perform. The first skill, also the most essential one, was mask clearing. She had done the skill in pool training, but she was a little worried. So was I worried whether she would panic in the water. I did not want to screw up for my very first certified student. I had reviewed my cue cards and rehearsed the skills in my head so many times before the dive.

    We descent to a sandy bottom at 12 meter deep and got ready for practicing skills. To perform mask clearing, the German girl had to intentionally let water flood into her mask, until the water was above nose but below eyes. That could be the scary part for some people because the water would flood their noses. The German girl let a little water into her mask, but so little that just touched her nose and was insufficient for practicing the skill. I pointed my mask to signal her that she needed more water in the mask. She hesitated for a few seconds, but let more water into her mask.

    I kept watching her in the eyes, in case she showed any signs of panic, I could instantly reach and assist her. She pressed the upper frame of her mask, tilted her head back, and blew air through her nose to push the water out of her mask. She did every steps right, but only one third of the water was drained. I hold my breath for a second. That was another critical moment that some people might panic because they could not see themselves and thought the skill had not worked at all. The German girl paused a second as well. The second was like an hour long to me. I couldn’t speak in the water but hoping she would repeat the skill again to clear the remaining water.

    Thanked God that she did not hesitate too long and repeated the skill again and again until all water was cleared. I literally mean ’Thank God.' I hold my hands and prayed while I kneed on the sandy bottom. I didn’t mean to be so exaggerated. It was off plan. I was just too glad that she completed the skill. She burst into laughter when she saw me praying. The laughter probably also eased her nerves a little bit and made the following skill easier.

    As the following dives continued, the German girl gained more confidence in the water. So did I gain more confidence in myself. I was also a student, worried too much, lack of confidence before the dive. All I needed is to believe in myself a little bit more. Yes, I can do it.